#55.

Been so distracted lately, I barely had time to take a breather, sit back, relax, and just.. blog. 

To infinity and beyond! Favorite Toy Story quote.

Chok Yan and I. :3

We actually went to Setia City Mall on Saturday. It was alright. I really loved Typo though, heheh. We had lunch and cocktails at TGI Friday's and spent the entire day chatting and shopping. Got a Cotton On dress, a Mango ombre skirt and a Typo notebook. When we arrived back to my place, we started to camwhore with my Black Milk leggings. 

Chok Yan's wearing the black Cross of St Peters and I'm wearing the purple galaxy leggings. :)

Coffee at Starbucks in SCM!

My Typo notebook! I adore it. Gonna write all my poems and write random musings here.

This photo of our legs actually ended up on Black Milk's tumblr, yayyyy.

Another random unfiltered photo. :3

Had a buffet dinner at Holiday Inn last night. I'm so in love with oysters. School was tolerable today. One more week then we have our mid-term break! I'm practically dying for it to start. Going to Krabi in Thailand for a few days. I go to Thailand a lot. Still miss last year's surprise birthday trip to Koh Samui in Thailand. :)

Lol, oh well, ciao!

x,

#54.

BOLD WHAT YOU HAVE DONE

Graduated High School.

Kissed someone.

Smoked a cigarette.

Got so drunk you passed out.  

Rode ever ride at an amusement park.

Collected something really stupid.

Gone to a rock concert.

Helped someone.

Gone fishing.

Watched four movies in one night. 

Gone long periods of time with out sleep.

Lied to someone.

Snorted cocaine.

Failed a class.

Smoked weed.

Dealt drugs

Been in a car accident.

Been in a tornado. 

Done hard drugs (i.e. ecstasy, heroin, crack, meth, acid).  

Watched someone die.

Been to a funeral.

Burned yourself.

Ran a marathon.

Cried yourself to sleep.

Spent over $200 in one day.

Flown On a Plane 

Cheated on someone. 

Been cheated on?

Written a 10 page letter. 

Gone skiing.

Been sailing.

Cut yourself. 

Had a best friend.

Lost someone you loved.

Shoplifted something.

Been to jail. 

Dangerously close to being in jail.

Had detention.

Skipped school.

Got in trouble for something you didn’t do. 

Stolen books from the library. 

Gone out of the country

Dropped out of school.

Watched the “Harry Potter” movies.

Had an online diary.

Fired a gun.

Gambled in a casino. 

Had a yard sale.

Had a lemonade stand.

Actually made money at the lemonade stand.

Been in a school play.

Been fired from a job.

Taken a lie detector test.

Swam with dolphins.

Gone to sea world.

Voted for someone in a reality TV show.

Written poetry.

Read more than 20 books a year. 

Gone to Europe.

Loved someone you shouldn’t have.

Used a coloring book over age 12.

Had Surgery 

Had Stitches

Taken A Taxi

Seen the Washington Monument.

Had more than 5 IM’s/online conversations going at once. 

Overdosed.

Had a drug or alcohol problem.

Been in a fist fight.

Suffered any form of abuse.

Had a hamster.

Petted a wild animal.

Used a credit card.

Gone surfing in California.

Did “spirit day” at school.

Dyed your hair.

Got a tattoo.

Had something pierced.

Got straight A’s.

Been on the Honor Roll.

Known someone with HIV or AIDS. 

Taken pictures with a webcam.

Started a fire.

Gotten caught having a party while parents were gone away

x,

#53.

It's been a busy few days. 

On Sunday, I woke up and as usual, went onto the Black Milk Facebook page.

I was just scrolling through, while listening to some random ass song I don't even like, (Lol I have no idea how it ended up in my iTunes playlist), when I saw my freaking photo being posted by Black Milk on their page! Just to clarify, having your photo posted by 'em on their page is like a huge deal. Only a select few get chosen, out of thousands of photos, and it has to be a photo they really like, or if it's relevant to whatever posts they're gonna make.

When I saw my photo on their page, I literally started choking and just stared at my Mac in shock for like 5 minutes. Then I snapped out of it and started hyperventilating. Hahaha...

Haha, anyway, that post made my day. :)

 I'm so weird, well, whatever. I love Black Milk, okay! And I never thought my photo would be picked. I will be receiving my Aurora Skye leggings and Black Ribs swimsuit soon. Thinking of ordering the Cathedral dress and Starry Night leggings next week, as soon as I've got the money.

I have a serious Black Milk addiction... fuck.

Anyway, I just got back from tennis training. Had to walk in the dark all the way to the tennis courts because no one was at home, plus there were no cars at home too, so I couldn't exactly sneak drive one out. On the bright side, tennis training was fun. Can't wait for my match! I actually think all the hard core training our coach is making us do is helping me to keep fit and lose weight. But Sam baked her famous chocolate chip cookies... and she's bringing 500g for me tomorrow, so all my "get fit" plans will get thrown out of the window. Hey, I can't help it, it's chocolate chip, okay!

I shall get back to watching Community now. Love that show!

x,

#52.

Today has been okay, I guess.

Participated in a drum competition and it was fun! They're announcing the results next week.

Outfit of the day. 

Top: Supre; Leggings: Black Milk; Boots: Forever 21

Oh, and I got a MacBook Pro too!

When I got home, I started listening to INFINITE and watching their videos and I must say, The Chaser is really good! Oh, and JB and JR from Dream High 2 debuted recently in a duo called the JJ Project from JYP Entertainment. They're okay, I guess. Sigh, I remember how obsessed I was with Dream High 2 back then. 

Then, I checked my phone and I got a shock of my life. I actually received like 78 notifications from Instagram! There was literally like a deluge of likes and comments and I was so surprised cause they even liked my photos that were posted way back then.

Plus, Black Milk Clothing followed me! HEHE I'M SO HAPPY.

x,

#51.

I remember the days where we would meet and after golfing, we would sit down on the grass and just talk. I wouldn't hesitate to tell you anything, and you would do the same for me. We'd sit and talk for hours, until the sky grew dark or when our coach came calling for us. We used to speak about the days of yore, and spend hours laughing over the silliest things. 

I remember how we used to sneak out of our houses late at night and we'd go to the clubhouse and lie down on the tennis court floor and we talked until the wee hours of the morning. I remember how we tried to stargaze but there were no stars and we ended making up our own stars. I had to go to school the next day with really deep eye bags, but it was worth it. I remember once, we sneaked into the swimming pool and lay down on the deckchairs and we started talking about our future. I told you how I wanted to be a lawyer, and how I couldn't imagine being something else. I told you how insecure I was about the future. The world seemed so bleak, with only occasional flashes of color. You sat up and looked at me and you told me it'd be alright, 'cause you'd be by my side, forever and always. I remember how I walked home after that, sat down and cried. 

It's been two and a half years, and you never went back on your promise. 

x,

#50.

ARGGGGGHHHHHH

*FANGIRLS TO THE EXTREME*

#49.

Because I love the Aurora Skye leggings so much, I shall post various photos of 'em on my absolute favorite fashion blogger, MAFFASHION. 

Credits to: MAFFASHION

I think these leggings are the Black Milk piece that she wears the most. Not that she's wrong, these leggings are indeed gorgeous. I can't wait to receive mine!!

x, 

#48.

Just the thought that I've already ordered my gorgeous Black Milk beauties can make my day. I can't believe I finally got the famous Aurora Skye leggings! These leggings have been known to sell out within an hour of release. Thankfully I've been able to snag a pair. 

I can't wait for them to arrive!!

Btw I also received my Supre stuff. I bought a pair of tribal print high-waisted shorts and a black dress with gold rose print. I'm so in love with them. :3  Too lazy to post pictures of 'em, haha. 

Mum also got me a new belly stud. Thanks, mum!

Wore this out yesterday for the Mother's Day celebration. :)

And today, after school, Chok Yan came over to my house. I swear, it was super spontaneous. We were sitting together after CCA, while waiting for our respective transport to arrive, and she was like "Ugh my dad's gonna take ages to pick me up again" and I was like "Aw that's sad" and then she said "Can I go to your house?" and I replied ".... Okay!"

Hahahaha. We went to McDonalds and came back to my house and spent the whole time in my room laughing at Simon & Martina videos. I swear, the video they did for B2ST's Soom was hilarious. We also watched a little bit of MBLAQ Sesame Player and I think someone's slowly starting to fall in love with Thunder... *cough*

Here's a picture of Chok Yan being fixated on Lee Joon. 

Yay, swimming for PE tomorrow!! I'm so excited. :3  

x, 

#47.

Ordered my Black Milk Aurora Skye leggings and Ribs Black swimsuit. :3

Fuck yeah, two things to cross out of my wishlist now.

And Manchester United lost the title, but no worries, it's still been a rather good season.

And to all those people who support other teams (besides City) and are laughing about Man U, um, excuse me, your team didn't do much better either. :)

In fact, your team didn't even fucking qualify.

So you should learn to shut up.

#46.

Had a rather satisfying day of shopping at Sunway Pyramid today. I think I was there for 8 hours. Just got back home and I'm exhausted, lol. Bought quite a lot of stuff but I think my Mum bought more stuff than me. Haha, now I know where I get my shopaholic tendencies from. We had lunch at Delicious first.

Raspberry coolers are the best. 

Outfit of the day. And yes, I absolutely love my Black Milk galaxy purple swimsuit. It's so comfy, and the material's so cooling. It actually cools my skin when I touch/rub the fabric. Same goes for my purple galaxy leggings and black Cross of St Peter leggings. 

I also went to the newly opened Zara in Sunway. It was... meh. I was expecting something more so I'm actually kinda disappointed, lol. I did see the lace crotchet shorts that I wanted though. Then, I wandered around Sunway alone while my mum was rhapsodizing with her friend in Delicious. Went to Chatime and I headed to Asian Avenue and got a new belly stud for my piercing! 

Then, I started shopping, hahaha.

Purchases of the day. The tribal print high-waisted skirt is from Forever 21 and the dip dyed high-waisted shorts are from Topshop. 

I'm so ecstatic that I managed to get that pair of shorts. The last pair in my size was on the mannequin so they actually had to pull the shorts off the mannequin. I guess it's not the first time. They had to pull the jeans off the mannequin when I was shopping for jeans in Levi's in Empire too, hehe. 

Anyway, it's Mother's Day tomorrow and I don't know what to do. I've been so busy with the funeral ceremonies for my late grandmother that I hadn't had a chance to sit back and relax. I don't even think my mum would want to celebrate Mother's Day. This week has been tough on her. It's been tough on all of us, I guess. Oh well, at least she's at peace now, and that's all that counts.

x,

#45.

Received my Black Milk stuff today. Galaxy Purple swimsuit and Cross of St Peter black leggings! I love them so much and I'm actually ecstatic that the leggings fit me perfectly, despite it being a size XS. Maybe all the events that happened this week has caused me to lose a few pounds after all. 

Most probably ordering Aurora Skyes leggings and Black Ribs swimsuit tonight! I love them so much. Hopefully I will be able to get them tonight and they won't get sold out in my size, lol.

Will photobomb with the leggings and swimsuit next time!

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Friday was okay. I have shit loads of homework to catch up on though. Which I will do... later. Went for night golfing with my friends after an hour long phone call with Jane, my best friend in the entire world. I miss her so much! Night golfing with my friends are the absolute fucking best, I tell you. Nothing beats racing around the golf course in golf buggies in the dead of night, jumping around sprinklers while laughing and screaming at the top of your lungs and lying down on the grass while gazing at the night sky and talking wistfully about our future. I fucking love you guys so much. You guys make my teenage years the most memorable ones.

Alright, ciao!

x,

#44.

It's been a life-changing few days.

My grandmother passed away last Friday night. In a sense, I wasn't really shocked when I received the news. I sort of already had a feeling that she was going to leave this world soon, after my grandfather's death last year. My grandmother has been in a very weak sickly state for 10 years, has suffered continuous strokes, had diabetes and even amputated one of her legs to keep an infection from spreading. 

My grandfather was the only lifeline she had. My grandfather loved her. He'd spend hours talking to her and trying to make her smile. My grandmother can't talk and she's basically been in a paralyzed state for years. But you can always see a hint of mirth in her eyes when he talks to her. I swear, their love story is probably the sweetest thing ever. Screw Romeo & Juliet, Wuthering Heights, Pride & Prejudice, Emma, Sense & Sensibility or any other famous classic romance novels. Their love story was real. 

I've been spending the last few nights attending her wake. Her burial is on Wednesday. I guess her passing can not really be considered a tragedy. At least now, she's at peace and she's finally reunited with my grandfather. I know she's been really lonely without him these past few months that he's been gone. My friends even told me that if a husband and wife each die within a year, it means their love is eternal. I guess it's true. 

RIP Grandma. I love you.

x,

#43.

Take a second and think about the one thing that promotes attraction the most. I’ll give you a hint. The answer is not physical looks, wealth, having things in common, or even the person’s personality. I know, it’s crazy right? The answer is actually proximity. Study after study finds that most people tend to become attracted to people who are physically close to them. The theory is called the mere exposure effect, and it states that we tend to become attracted to a novel stimuli if it was repeated over and over again. I am sure you once saw a very attractive person who caught your attention while passing by your car, then you never saw him/her again. Why do most people forget about that very attractive person a few days later? Simply because they never see that person again. If the stimuli wasn’t reinforced we tend to forget about it even if we liked it. It really is true. Just talking to someone a lot can do so much. You may not even see it coming. But If you spend a considerable amount of time with someone, you could be friends one day, and before you know it, you’ve completely fallen head over heals in love with each other. Maybe this has happened to you. You can’t fight it, but why would you want to? It’s a beautiful thing, really.

- Stay Positive