转身离开, 分手说不出来, 海鸟跟鱼相爱, 只是一场意外, 我们的爱, 竟累积成伤害.

#58.

As if I was reborn as a child who doesn't know anything,

I thought it was a dream so I closed my eyes,

You were standing in front of me and praying,

I want to walk side by side with you for once.

I enter your world and you ask where I came from,

I didn't answer but if we just walk together like this,

Wherever we go, it'll be heaven.

You are more dazzling than an angel,

Just like the first person who stepped into Eden,

Wherever we go, it'll be heaven.

As if we were two lost souls abandoned by the world, forgotten by the rest, and yet, somehow manage to find each other again.

You are my fire, 

The one desire,

Believe when I say,

I want it that way.

But we are two worlds apart,

Can't reach to your heart,

When you say,

I want it that way.

The moonlight shone on both of us and I felt like we were ethereal angels in the afterlife, linked together, forever and always.

The wind rushed through my hair and I turned around to look at him. I felt so alive. He was gazing intently at the stars, with a content look on his face. I smiled happily and leaned on his shoulder. He rested his head on mine. The sounds of the city life became our lullaby.

We fell asleep on the rooftop that night, while the bright city lights glittered in the horizon.

And as I laid against his chest, listening to his heartbeat, I forgot about everything else.

A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be, and you have to just let go.

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I actually made up all these quotes from my fanfic, except the 1st and 3rd ones. The 1st one's from EXO's song Angel and the 3rd one's from the Backstreet Boys' song I Want It That Way. I have no idea why I would suddenly include their song in my fanfiction, I accidentally started listening to it and now I can't stop reminiscing. 

Gonna cry the day I end the final chapter of my fanfic, it's been a good ride, but all good things must end. Hahaha, I already have the perfect ending for it, I'm just dreading the moment to actually write it out.

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#57.

This Saturday has honestly started out... terrible.

I don't really like using profanity online, because I feel like this is a test of self-control but I'm just so agitated. I feel like my entire childhood is being stripped bare out of me, thanks to that bitch. And no, "that bitch" doesn't refer to my parents. I don't like people who curse their parents online. 

I just feel so empty and emotional now.

K bye.

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#56.

Wow! It feels like forever. 

So many things have happened recently, I can't be bothered to list it out.

I've started writing fanfiction and I actually really enjoy it. I swear, my subscribers are the sweetest people ever. :)  Ah, well, I've gotta go now, ciao!

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